Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Desire, Determination, Dedication 11-24-2015

I feel like I'm getting soooo lazy with emailing. But this week was so great, I have to tell you everything. 

SO! We went to "Savior of the World" and I absolutely loved it. The part that really stood out to me was when Christ appears after his resurrection to his disciples except Thomas. Even after witnessing Christ raising Lazarus from the dead, feeding the 5,000, and so many other miracles, Thomas cannot believe Christ is truly risen until he literally sees the resurrected Lord with his own eyes.   The more I read the scriptures, the more I realize how similar the people in the Old/New Testament and Book of Mormon are to us today. 
  Since I only have 3.5 months left on my mission I've really been thinking about who I want to become after I'm finished and how I'll continue to move forward with an increased faith in Christ. 
  I really know that the key to conversion is to remember. I have seen so many miracles being a missionary and had so many moments of surety and clarity that this is Christ's church. I know things are going to be a lot different when I get home but I am so grateful for the examples of those who have gone before (ie., Thomas) who I can learn from. 
Sister Howard from Australia is my new comp
  I will choose to believe and have faith even if I don't have the exact same experiences at home that I do as a missionary. 

Sister Howard (my companion) gave a talk on Sunday about gratitude and she said something that I loved!! She said it's not the experiences we have in our lives that make us who we are, it's how we choose to react. 



Yesterday, we went on exchanges with the district leaders in our zone and I got to go with Sister Caramia from Italy for the day. We got to take on a tour around Temple Square some of the architects for the Rome temple as well as two other men who are doing the interior of the Temple who weren't members of the church. 
  They showed us pictures of what they're doing and it is amazing. We should definitely go to Rome for the temple open house! Just an idea :) I mean, we have friends we can stay with! It was a really sweet experience, though, just to see how the Spirit works. 
  I love Temple Square. I honestly thought I might get sick of being on the same 10-acre square for 15 months, but every single day I am just so grateful. 

I forgot to tell you about the talk I gave in sacrament meeting! It's like the only talk I've given my whole mission and I was soooo nervous. It's weird how I feel comfortable talking in front of tons of guests on Temple Square about things they've never heard of, but speaking in front of a bunch of missionaries I already know makes my legs shake like nothing else! Anyway, my topic was: 

"In one who is wholly converted, desire for things [contrary] to the gospel of Jesus Christ has actually died, and substituted therefore is a love of God with a fixed and controlling determination to keep his commandments." -Marion G. Romney

As I was trying to figure out where to go with this talk, I realized that there are 3 major words in this statement: 
          Desire, Determination and Dedication. The 3 D's. 
  Feeling the love of Christ gives us the desire to follow him and as we follow him and feel our hearts change through him, we gain the strength and determination not to give up on our quest of discipleship. As we are determined to follow Christ, we want to bind ourselves to him through covenants and it's through the covenants we make with Christ that he enables us to dedicate our lives to him and never look back. 

We took this picture after singing "Walk Tall, You're A Daughter of God"
I love my Savior. I'm so grateful for this time of year to really focus on what's most important and to remember the greatest gift God has given me. 

Love you so much!


Sister Helton

Sister Lai, my first companion.
She and I both spoke in sacrament meeting (we are wearing the same sweater!)

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